Well, today was an awesome, but not so memorable day at school. The science teacher gave us some homework that there is no way in hell I will do. I am stupid, alright? I don't do the work because it is just that stupid. This IS, however my last year of science. I am puttin' my finger down on the my foot that I am also putting down, this is my last year. In my field of my career choice, it is not required and it lowers my GPA.
Science sucks, I loathe it, and I will never say it enough. Two years from now I will be saying "I didn't need that damn class."
Today's awesomeness did not rub off on everybody for the rest of the day. I plan on watching all on my shows tonight for the first time in a damn long time. I've missed my entertainment, only getting my Jay Leno time in. In fact, over the break, I didn't get any Jay Leno time except for Monday. The rest of the week was watchin movies. But I am talking about the last school week.
The whole break felt like a fucking weekend. It just went this damn fast *snaps fingers*!!
Quote of the Day: Vicklo: "But now is now. Take advantage of now, Chris!" I hate hearing this because it depresses me, but it is true, about what I need to do. Will I? Yes. Am I really able to? No. Not when it comes to helping my future. I will do what I can...live.
"Did you have a good day back at school?" Says Mom just now.
Today was a surprisingly very good day. I really like the days back compared to the next day. Today was filled with laughs, and ravioli.
But then, talking on IM, back home, I had to worry about Follies.
The February Follies are this Saturday. It's the next best thing besides a movie on Wednesday, which is just a maybe as of now. Rides, crisages and butineers, and who all is going, among other things. The rides, I know that I am driving to Chelsey's to get pictures taken, or my mom is, since I don't have my license, and Chelsey and Justin will probably get theirs before I do because my parents just don't care.
I just want to be on my own now. I want money and I want to be the one to decide when I do that shit. I hate that it depends on my mommy whether or not I am able to drive. I mean, isn't she ever asked "So is Christopher driving yet?"
She'd say "No," and be fucking embarrased. I WOULD! I'd be embarrased if my kid wasn't driving alone, under age when all the other ones were.
I swear too much, and I've said this before. This Wednesday is Ash Wednesday, the beginning of Lent, I believe. So it is not only the day that "The Passion of the Christ" comes out. Lent is about giving up something you love, like I learned from "40 Days and 40 Nights." I am giving up swearing, because, yes, I do love it.
I only swear when I am really angry, but I believe I can control my damn self. If I can't, then it is just another thing I quit at. I quit everything.
Thank You's of the Day: Thanks, Doug, for my new template, it looks beautiful. Thanks, Doug, for the Marilyn Manson CD that you gave me today.
Game of the Past Week: Twisted Metal Black.
TV Shows of the Day (And every monday): "Everybody Loves Raymond," "Still Standing," "Yes, Dear," and "Two and a Half Men." Then, at 11:35, "The Tonight Show."
Peace out for now.
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