I got to drive to the mall today.
That was a lot of fun. When I am driving I feel in control of everything. I'm never in control. Driving is so cool. I always like watching car chases, and any kinds of stunts in a car, or on a car. It always looks cool.
I think that I like being alone. I don't like spending time with my family. I am always annoyed. I have two sisters. Diana and the fat one. I know that's a mean thing to say, but I don't care. I hate the fat one. Her purpose in my life is to kill me. To hurt and annoy me. I don't hate people. I hate her. The rest I tolerHATE, lol.
Being alone, listening to music, watching movies, and playing video games. Doing homework. That's cool, but only in my family. If I can be around my friends then that is definitly what I would choose. I need someone to talk to. This diary is cool for that.
My Mom is cool. She always drives my friends and I to Spags. Uh... Well, she does that. I don't talk to my Mom about problems. Most of my problems are caused by her. All of my problems, being sad, alone, anger, are caused by my family. I think I'm adopted. I want proof that the hospital lady didn't change my basinet right after I was born. I am the only one in my family with dimples. I am the only one left handed.
My Dad...
He was disiplined as a child. His dad, Papa, punished him for a lot of things he did. He would hurt my Dad. Dammit, this is who my Dad learned from!
I know that Papa was mean to him. Papa was a police officer. Now he is just an awesome grandpa to me. Whenever I see him he always has to buy me something. He's so great. He believes that I will someday go into the movie business and will do anything to help me. Papa and Nona, like all grandparents, live in Florida. I always enjoy going to Florida to see them because there, I have everything that I need. A TV, CD player in my room, over four hundred movies that they own, and the best food ever. Nona is all Italian, and the best cook ever.
Its late now, I need to go to bed. This diary is really cool. I have Vicky to thank for this. Goooodnight.
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